I started this blog to test my writing, put myself through the paces and just challenge myself. I hoped that those who would find my words would bear witness to a young man working on his craft.
I had daily challenges from poetry to fiction and everything in-between. The adrenaline rush was insatiable and at some point without warning. I got full, I wasn’t hungry enough. Perhaps I simply got tired of the effort it took to paint pictures with words.
I know I at times make posts randomly but somewhere deep inside it feels like a hollow attempt to go back in time and get high off my own fix of endorphins.
So much has happened and yet if I don’t stop to make considerations it actually feels like nothing is happening.
Because of that morbid void I’ve decided perhaps it’s time for a weekly series focused on Adulting. There is no concrete title as yet so if you have a good name do feel free to share.
The only name I keep coming up with is, “I Don’t know” I honestly feel there is no title better than that on the theme of Adulting. I often find myself loading these words in the chamber of my mouth and firing them out throughout my days.
I don’t know and once I think I’m getting the hang of life, the rug gets pulled under my feet and I’m flabbergasted at the audacity that I thought I knew better. Sometimes there are no learning points except fall hands first and spare your teeth an untimely death.
I hope my stories and experiences show you that we are all going through our own issues. Hopefully you can learn from all the times I fall flat on my face and if ever you stand before similar dragons, you will use all the cheat codes to use my ceiling as your floor.
My next post will get our series kicked off, if you have any questions or subjects you’d like me to start, leave a comment and I’ll do my best to speak on how I handle such or I’ll find someone dealing with such and get their experiences for us all to benefit.
We always say Adulting is a trap and it’s perhaps because those gone before us don’t leave visible signs or leave messages for us to discover and make it easier for the next player.
I hope this blog will do just that going forward. Be blessed, be full of love that you just want to share it until our paths cross again next time.
Be you fully
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